Easing back in...

The rain subsides the sun shines through and there in the grey skies is a beautiful rainbow....

The last few months have been hard for numerous reasons I stopped blogging in January because I had some news that I knew would make life rocky for me. Hopeful that everything would sort itself out and be ok but in my heart knowing it was unlikely it would . I couldn't bring myself to think about much else and knew that writing here would make things worse . I suppose I could have written about other things but my mind was so consumed , I decided to take a blog break.
As you can see we are still alive and well and things are back on track after a few months of uncertainty with my health I feel ready to enjoy my summer and  looking forward to building a new future with the people I love. The man who got me through a really tough time an amazing friend and partner and the children who make my world complete.
Dave isn't the girls father , he never tries to be they appreciate that and he has his own special slot in their life and hearts, their dad is around everyday and has also been pretty cool over the last few months .We all get along well and the girls are so lucky to have so many people care for them and look out for them making the effort to remain amicable with their dad after we split has been so so worth it. He's building a new kind of relationship with them , a better one for sure than when we were together. Working together for the children making allowances and sacrifices that sometimes hurt my very soul has proved to pay off. My girls were born of my body nothing can change my relationship with them or damage the closeness we have always had. Motherhood is a bond too strong to break. But I never underestimate the value of a father in their life , no one should.
So here I am ready to ease myself back into the world of blogging , sharing our life with friends and family and anyone else who might wish to share the ride..