hello , goodbye , goodbye, hello

Goodbye summer days , lazing in the sun watching cricket on the green .

Hello Autumn sunsets , guiding us into those chilly winter evenings huddled warm indoors..




Its been a day for goodbyes. After many months of lies and game playing and rumour spreading my new partner and I are finally free to move on with our life. So many stresses put behind us today , we are now looking to the the future building a new life together . Those stresses will not be missed !

I feel lucky today for so many reasons. Today is actually my 9th wedding anniversary .My husband and I are separated , but not divorced . I am thankful that we are great friends and that he continues to be a great dad and part of all our lives . Things dont always have to end bitterly and lies and greed and hate only serve to poison lives , usually the life of those who insist on acting that way . I feel sorry for them today . When its all over what does someone like that really have ? money perhaps ... posessions .. bricks and mortar ? for sure .... happiness ? I doubt it ...

Its the end of the season .. a new season begins and the leaves will fall but only to make way for new life , new beginings. The old leaves do nothing more but enrich the soil beneath. We make use of things we have learned from our past and use them to make our future brighter stronger and full of hope .. our family is like a little tree and only the strong branches survive the winds of change ..

Its going to be a long winter but when the spring arrives god willing we will have a new member of our family safely in our arms , time to concentrate on the future. Time to let things grow in peace .